Sunday, July 26, 2009 @ 10:18 AM
omg.. i feel so so terrible today..
i couldnt sleep well last night cos of my really really sore throat(my voice is like a man now) and my blocked nose.. i had difficulty breathing and my throat is hurting me whenever i talk.. i woke up really tired yet sick and yet, still have to work.. someone save me..
thats the thing abt working in a small shop, theres no one to take over you if you are sick.. the other part timer is down at a book fair and i am the only one left.. i hope i can make it through the day..
sigh.. if i am not well by tml, i am gg to the doc.. yes, stubborn me refuse to see the doc though i was sick since wednesday..
one thing good abt this sickness is that i get to slim down.. i dont have any urge to eat anything cos anything food that goes down my throat is like cutting it.. thats how terrible it is..
Thursday, July 23, 2009 @ 3:23 PM
dont know whats wrong with my health this year.. i feel sick once again last night.. down with fever and cold.. but my fever is gone.. just left with some cold.. omg.. i wasnt that weak to fall sick twice in a year.. i think i better start taking vitamin C pills.. and talking about vitamin C pills.. its rather expensive you know.. like $13 for one tube of tablets.. i expected it to be like $7?? ok.. maybe i am just too cheapskate. hahahas.
i am currently at home slacking/yet worrying for my last group project next week.. cant wait for it to end.. however, hope that i can do well for it cos its media relations.. one of the subject i hate.. i wonder why did i even choose corp comm.. but sigh.. cant change my electives.. like what leong CC said, "choices will breed consequences" i am determine to score well for this subject! though i scored quite badly for my test, i believe i can still Ace or at least B+ it! just beliving God for a miracle..
alrighty.. my body is aching.. i better go back to sleep before gg to work.. yes.. i am still working later.. this explains why i hate irresponsible ppl.. its just in me that i dont like to push responsibilities away..
Wednesday, July 22, 2009 @ 1:17 AM
i feel so unjustified yet i cant do anything.. not even flare up.. i am trying so hard to control my anger on that matter.. ohh God...... pls pls help me..
Sunday, July 19, 2009 @ 9:24 PM
suddenly feel so so stress just now. i just realised how crazy my this week is gg to be.
1) Monday- Event Management project submission tml!!
2) Tuesday - HSBC interview
3) Wednesday- Work
4) Thursday - SIT Presentation!!! + Work
5) Friday - MC script + goodie bag for CEM
Following week,
1) Monday-MRND Submssion
OMG. so many things to cope... i need superman...
while i was so stress, decided to read pastor kong's blog.. and i came across this verse that he typed, 'unless Gos builds his house, those who labour will labour in vain".. such a common and simple verse, yet it serve as a form of encouragement and reminder to me.. In whatever i do, much as i have the talent, skills or ability, it is still Gos's handicraft that made me who i am today. my future, goals, dreams and even my As, is all dependent on HIM and never on myself. Yes, i still study and do my projects the best that i know how.. but ultimately, it is HIM who make things happen!
I can do ALL things
through Christ who strengthens me!
Tuesday, July 14, 2009 @ 6:30 PM
i seriously hate myself.
i just bought 3 pairs of shoes all in one day. hahahs. but its cheap lah.. it only cost me $15 in total for 3 pairs... they are those kinda of everyday shoes.. not those drop dead gorgeous kind.. hahhas.
i am really gg to start setting aside 10% of my salary on top of my savings insurance. yup.. i need to head down to standard chatered asap.
anyway, the internship position at HSBC is actually a corporate communication position.. i am considering whether do i even wanna go for the interview.. its like... i am not that good with corporate communication.. i only got a B and B+ for my corp comm sub last sem.. and my recent corp comm test is really bad... cos corp comm is really something i dont like.. sigh.. tough choice.. the only thing that interest me in this job is the events part! i love events luh. all the freebies.. hahahhas. do really pray hard for me.. my interview in next tues, 4pm.. first time going for a real interview at such corporations... damm scared.. :(
Monday, July 13, 2009 @ 3:57 PM
God's most AMAZING grace.
pls really pray for me as i am shortlisted for this internship at HSBC. however, i would need to send my resume and go for an interview if they are interested. so really pray for the favour of God and man upon my life. this opportunity is something i would have never imagine.
thank you jesus! :)
Saturday, July 11, 2009 @ 1:30 AM
i have decided to have another bank account!! likely with standard chartered. i am gg to get one with NO ATM CARD and PASSBOOK. seriously, its just gg to be an account with money. hopefully tons of it. hahahas
why am i doing this cos i am too ill discipline with an atm card by my side. to me, whatever money inside, its all for me to use. rainy days dont occur to me.. hahahs. but ever sicne the trip to POSB the other day and thinking about how my money just disappear after my pay comes in, makes me realised a need for this invisible bank account. hahhas. so yeah man. i am just gg to force myself to stop shopping and eat good food for every meal. yes, i am back to poor old days.. hahahas. i hope i can survive.
Thursday, July 09, 2009 @ 12:58 PM
transformers 2 is DA BOMB!! i love it to bits!
finally caught transformers yesterday!! OMG!! DAMM NICE!! i know many ppl been saying about megan fox boobs and all.. to me, i think those who said that are just plain perverted cos the fact you notice the boobs when there are so much action gg on. hahahas. i nearly cried when prime optimus died at the start... he gave himself just to save a single human being.. and i love bumblebee!! he is just plain cute and ever so encouraging when he told sam, "i will be nearby when you need me" and he really is.. where ever sam went, he is always two steps behind, protecting him.. his loyalty is seriously awesome! thats better then a boyfriend!! hahhas.
Thanks keith for the treat and company!! cos the WHOLE WORLD seem to have caught it except you and i. hahahas.
ok enough. a project submission tml. hahhas. but i am 2/3 done through editing.. no late nights!!! yay!!
Friday, July 03, 2009 @ 11:28 PM
bing,
i know you hate corp comm.. i know you got into this elective without even knowing what it is. nvm, since you are in it, you should just make the best use out of it! just this last sem with journalism and you are done with it. you would be free like a bird! dont focus on the present pain, focus on the joy you would gain in the future! score those As and move on with life. this is just a process, not an end.
love,
bing
(sometimes, you just need a little self motivation to start doing on a project you detest)
Wednesday, July 01, 2009 @ 12:08 AM
long queues irritates me. (other the really worth it sales) anything other then that, my mood gets quite bad.
my dad asked me to help him pay some fines at the AXS machine. i was already happily at home, in my pj and lappie in front of me, ready for my my show-knock knock loving you. thats when the house phone rang and i am called out of the house.
when i reached POSB, the long queue at the cash deposit machine has already tested my patience. a guy in front of me deposited 15000 using 50 dollar notes. can you imagine how many pieces of 50 dollars is??!?!! 300 to be exact.
when i head over to AXS, the queue is even longer and SLOWER. i so feel like shooting everyone in front of me dead. ok. i am just kidding. this is when i seriously thank God for internet banking. i realised the fine could be paid using IB.
but my mood didnt change for the better. my dad can obviously see my unhappiness. he washed my plate for me and brought me a cup of water to drink when i got home. (fyi, my dad usually dont even wash his own plate) in addition, i got the use of TV without him complaining much. hahahs.
said my piece, back to knock knock loving you
